It has been rainy and cold this week, so I haven’t been out to the barn except last weekend. I miss it. I can feel the withdrawl sinking in. I want to go riding so much. Pretty sad when you miss your horse and feel like you’ve lost your sanity? I also feel guilty about not being out there.

Stella

I’ve been worried about Stella too this week and have been trying to stay home to monitor her. She is curled up on my lap right now. She’s been clingy this week — an indication she isn’t feeling quite right. I may take her in to the vet’s on Saturday or Monday if she doesn’t improve. Poor kitten.

One of my favourite quotes is from Frank Herbert’s Dune:

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

Wow. This was bad. This was bad beyond bad. It’s like Ed Wood tried to write a movie based upon TH White’s Sword in the Stone and instead ended up with the script for “Arthur: Men in Anachronous Armor.” It’s like the movie also borrowed heavily from the left over equipment of the recent movie “Arthur” (another Really Bad Movie).

Okay, they ride with stirrups and wrong saddles (saddle seat saddles! hello!). The works of Hadrian’s Wall look closer to the old painted styrofoam sets from Star Trek. Half of the “hits” don’t actually connect and people still fall. It’s really funny. Poor horses. The “soldiers” can’t ride and instead bouncy bouncy on the animals’ backs.

Slant Magazine’s review summed up this gem with the following remark:

Apparently the ancient sword that Caesar finds after randomly falling through a castle floor’s hole served one cause: truth. In the present, the sword’s single-minded purpose is cutting people up. Amidst all the carnage, Mira makes a dramatic return to the water and Merlin foists the deformed freak who branded him against his will into a humongous tree’s fiery, gaping hole. And it’s at this exact point that you realize that nothing could have saved this witless movie experience unless it had cut to a yeast infection commercial.

The most outrageous thing of all? Julius Caesar’s sword was actually Excalibur! (barf) The big climactic battle and the boy-emperor says no more fighting! Hurls the sword and guess that? It lands in a stone. And at the end of the movie the son of the boy who was “of Caesar’s blood” has a son by the name of — guess what? Arthur!

Arg. Why did I was 97 minutes on this? No wonder the Rotten Tomatoes movie site only gave it 16%.

Mom was in Paris for the Arabian World Championships at the Salon du Cheval during the second week in December. No horse at the show, she just went to watch. It’s something she has wanted to do for years. And you know what? She did it. (Go Mom!)

When you’ve gone to enough horse shows, you’ll run into people you know at almost any show. And of course, this show was no exception — so Mom had people to hang out with. She has some amazing stories about the parties she was invited to and the international crowd

She and Ed (stepfather) were happily babbling about the trip when I called. They were driving back home from the airport. Ed also enjoyed himself — he was tossing in comments and saying “Tell her about this!”

When I was in France, I was struck by how comfortable the culture felt. On the AirFrance flight to France, my biggest adjustment was to hearing the language. Where did I have culture shock? On the way back: stepping onto the return Delta flight was like stepping back into America. It felt awkward and uncomfortable (a friend of mine suggested that maybe “unrefined” was a good term).

Mom said the culture felt like home to her as well. She didn’t have nearly as much time as she would have liked. One of the high points for her was getting to attend mass at Notre Dame. She couldn’t get over the fact that there were flat panel TVs in the cathedral. She was thrilled to visit — she said she took lots of pictures of flying buttresses, gargoyles and the like. Heh. I probably have the same set of pictures.

She also found a statue of Jeanne d’Arc. (You should hear Mom’s pronunciation. So much better than mine.) Gave me the history of what happened, even remembered the birth and death dates, where she was burned (Rouen, I think), and how she was sainted in the 1500s at Notre Dame.

I asked her how she did with the language (Mom has a teaching degree in French with a German minor but has not used French much). In college she was very shy about speaking French but not this time! She apparently had no trouble ordering or making herself understood. She said a lot of the French came back. You want to know what color car went by? No problem! Like me, she confused tenseses and did better when she didn’t think about speaking.

Mom said she went to some place (couldn’t understand the location Pointe or Porte something?) and that it was built about the same time as Jamestown (mid-late-1600s). Can you imagine standing upon a point that old? she told me. So I told her about le Musee du Moyan Age and the Roman structures in the basement.

Mom said she got to walk around the Louvre (and took pictures of course) but she didn’t get to go in. Mom asked me what Alesia was. She said she saw the word every where and thought it was a travel company or something. I told her the background of Vercingetorix and Caesar (Mom read Gallic Wars in high school) and about the night time raid at Alesia.

I think travelling around Paris with Mom would be a blast. She is a history nut, but different time periods. Stuff I still find interesting. Although if I was at the Louvre with Mom, I’d probably let her go see the fine arts stuff and I’d wait for her in the Gallo-Roman and archaeology sections. We’d probably both enjoy any Egyptian stuff too.

The cool thing about Mom? I can tell her about the Classical stuff and she finds it fascinating. She would love seeing the horse artifacts. How many parents do you know who share their kid’s two major obsessions? (history and horses)

(grin) I love being able to share research and passion with my parents. And yeah I was really proud of Mom for going and having a ball and not letting a language barrier stop her from doing anything.

Yeah, my Mom is cool. I’m really proud of her (and well all of my parents for that matter).

She said that we –Mom, my sister, and I– should all go together next time. It’s a date, Mom! :) My sister has been to France multiple times. It would be a blast to share a trip with her too. Tracie is also into history, too. Her French is much better than mine.

I took Stella and Kiesha to the vet this morning; shots and some blood work for Stella. More as a precautionary measure than anything else. She is old enough that a minor panel would help us keep an eye on what is going on with her. Over the past few months she has definitely started to show her age — arthritic hips and just not always looking like her usual self.

Stella is now a kitty with special needs. At the ripe age of 18, she has developed kidney disease. Her BUN (? not sure if those are the correct initials) was 53; 10-30 is the normal range. Here’s the fun part: cats with kidney disease are supposed to be a on a low protein diet. Diabetic cats are supposed to be on a high protein diet. So between Stella and Ambush it’s going to be an interesting ride…

Sigh.

Whether you knew it or not, I used to write fiction and poetry. Avidly. Like several stories a year, worked on several novels (almost finished one). I’ve always loved writing — that’s why my degree is in writing (English with a writing emphasis, technically). Ever since I started working as a full time technical writer, my fiction and poetry slacked off. In the past five years, I may have completed three or four poems and one or two short stories.

I decided I wanted to do something different. Something I haven’t done before: fan fiction. Yeah I know, it’s working with other people’s copyrighted materials. Here’s the cross over from technical writing: you have to work with a very restricted set to create something unique. In some tech writing you use conditional text and single sourcing — where the same paragraph may be used in multiple manuals (with some words modified depending upon the context). You have to write in chunks. Headings are the transitions.

In fan fiction, the limiting factor is that the world and characters have already been created. In other words, the operating system and user interface are established. You have to provide a believable workflow for readers who know and love these characters. If the UI is not true to what is expected, then readers will balk. You’ll lose the suspension of disbelief. In other words, people will gripe about your documentation.

This is very different from writing fiction where you have to be aware of the characters thoughts, motivations, and scene-to-scene flow. You are in complete control of every aspect of your characters’ story (well some times… I’ve had characters gripe at me until I wrote their story). Going between the two forms pushes you to think outside of the box you might use during the day.

Now, on top of this consider scholarly writing. Not only are you considering flow and leading the character (your reader) through the story (the premise you are proving), you also have to provide supporting evidence from respectable sources.

Being intimately aware of each art form (yes technical writing is an art form) makes you a better writer overall. Writing short stories has enhanced my technical writing because I’m more aware of characterization: how users approach a piece of software. I write with my “stupid user hat” on so I put away my technical knowledge and pretend I have just received my software.

Where did I learn to edit? Not in the editing class I took. Nor in the myriad fiction, journalism, expository, and technical writing classes. I learned how to edit in the poetry writing class — where the weight of every word was critical.

I think it’s the cross pollination of writing genres and styles that makes me a strong writer. It also gives me different insights when I edit.

I’m considering posting some of my writing here. I have a ton of stories saved up from college and before, as well as more recent stuff. I’ve been torn about posting things online, but you know the stories have collected a pretty good set of rejection slips. A few have been published, but trust me, you’ve never heard of the ‘zines (Concatenations of Doom, any one?).

On November 18, Mom called me in France and left a voicemail. Sabbath, the gorgeous bay mare that had bred to Sirdar (Isis’ sire), died. I’ve included Mom’s email below. Sabbath was by Ibn Amoura, a gorgeous stallion that I had wanted desperately to breed Isis too. I made the decision not to breed Isis because of her insulin resistance. Mom and I had worked out a deal: I took Rajiyyah, worked with her, and sent her back to Mom. In exchange, Mom bred Sabbath to Sirdar. Sabbath was six months in foal with a colt.

Sabbath

I’m very sorry to report that Sabbath was put down this morning.

She colicked mildly–it seemed–last night. The vet came out, stayed quite a while to monitor her after treating and palpating. She had many normal signs, normal manure, a desire to eat. I checked on her during the night. At 6:30 this morning, Sabbath’s blanket was soaked through with sweat. We took her to the Marion duPont Scott Equine Center in Leesburg, but we couldn’t get her off the trailer. The vet there said she was shocky and would probably not make it through anesthesia, let alone surgery. A few minutes later, Sabbath lost focus, her eye began to flicker. The vet said she was dying. The most humane thing to do was to put her down to stop the pain. They will do a necropsy this morning to find out why Sabbath died, but they suspect a rupture.

It’s very, very sad to lose this wonderful mare. It’s very sad to know she was carrying a 6-month old fetus by Sirdar–Kim’s long-awaited foal. I’m glad we still have Sabbath’s 2006 daughter Kasane.

We will miss Sabbath tremendously.

Love,
Mom

I’m on a mailing list for owners of horses who are insulin resistant and/or have Cushings. These can be very serious conditions for horses if left untreated. These metabolic conditions can not be cured, only managed. Isis has insulin resistance and so far we’ve kept her well managed. We have been lucky. She had two cases of laminitis back to back (side effects of the insulin resistance) but neither episode left much damage. In fact this past trim, the farrier said if she didn’t know Isis’ history she would be able to tell that Isis had had laminitis in the past. Amazing.

I feel truly blessed to have Isis still. Last summer when she colicked was the closest I’ve come to losing her. It was devastating to even have to consider preparing to make that kind of decision.

I just read several women’s accounts of how they just had to put their horses down. It was gut wrenching. It is like losing a child or a family member. I can almost imagine what they are going through because I was almost there last year.

To those brave women who have to face this, may your horse find greener pastures and run free. They and the rest of your herd will be waiting for you when you cross over.

In October, I wrote a comparison of the movie The Seeker to the book upon which it was allegedly based, The Dark Is Rising by Susan Cooper. My opinion? The movie sucked rocks and hurled chunks. I love the books and this movie was something abhorrent.

Reading the comments on my earlier post made me wonder what I might find using a search engine. For example, what did Susan Cooper think of the film? What were other discussions saying about the movie?

Susan Cooper was interviewed on NPR on this earlier this year. If you listen to the interview done by Margot Adler, you can ear Ms. Cooper’s concern over the fate of her story as it has been adapted to the big screen. There is also a link where you can hear Susan Cooper read an excerpt from the book!

The site Cross Walk has an interesting discussion that mentions the exclusion of the pre-Christian and Arthurian mythological elements from the film. Apparently, the company that produced the movie, Walden Media, is a “family friendly” organization that produces primarily Christian content and excluded the pre-Christian and Arthurian content. (These items are integral to the books.) This topic is further discussed on another blog, The Wild Hunt.

Movie Web has an on-location visit with the crew and script writer for The Seeker. John Hodge, author of several well known screen plays (including Trainspotting), details the liberties taken with the book’s plot and characters, plus some of the reasons why these decisions were made.

One review from Blog Critics Magazine describes the difference between what the fans expected and what was actually delivered. A telling quote:

During filming in Bucharest, Romania there was a joke on The Dark is Rising set that only three things have been changed from the original 1973 novel: the nationality of lead character Will Stanton, changed from English to American; his age changed from 11 to 13; and everything else that happens in the story.

And another review of the movie from Stylus. I honestly haven’t seen any positive reviews about this movie, other than if you don’t know the books you might like it. And if you see the movie and then read the books, you’ll discover everything that is missing from the (!#@$) film.

I may start filling in what happened while I was in France by creating blog entries for the actual dates with brief details of what we did. It will mean that posts will be written one day but dated another. I can include a note on the post for the actual date it was written.

I don’t want to forget the things that happened. Writing them out and being able to read a synopsis of things is a useful reference.

Best not to write it when feverish!

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